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bitter cynicism

Sat Jun 2, 2007, 9:33 PM
this is a subject everyone touches base with at some point in their lives. now i myself have only ever had fleeting encounters with this wretched set of emotions, and i have always been the one to preach about how life only gets better, how a thousand bads will be oh so worth it when you get that one good. but now i am in a state of mind that is like nothing i've ever faced before. not only do i truly not believe that everything will get better... but i almost don't want it to. i am happy in this absurd self-imposed misery. i have become one of those individuals that i have struggled to understand for so long. here is the funny part: while i understand now (with startling clarity i might add) i do not agree with this outlook now anymore than i ever have. i'm am completely torn... i want to see and point out all that is wrong in life, and yet i do not want to hurt people's feelings-a certainty when revealing everyone's inadequacies. i want so badly to not care, and i am annoyed that i still do...

*shakes fist at the world*

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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: lifehouse
  • Reading: just finished 'brother odd' by dean koontz
  • Watching: cavs-pistons game earlier
  • Playing: guitar (poorly) a few moments ago
  • Eating: dreaming of cinnamon rolls...
  • Drinking: cranberry juice

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  • Current Residence: house, but i want an apartment again
  • Interests: writing, music, and understanding people
  • Favourite band or musician: damien rice right now...
  • Favourite genre of music: anything acoustic
  • Favourite artist: van gogh (i know, its cliche)
  • Favourite poet or writer: dean koontz
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod (jeff the 3rd)
  • Personal Quote: dreams only come true if you wake up and live them

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